I can't quite feel the inspiration
the slight breath of love in my ear

i can't quite feel the desperation
that my heart once had feared

the cold boiling rage that is my constant companion
is seemingly being bottled up inside

and i am not sure the best way to release
the tremoulous emotions within that collide

though i pray to God for a release
and i pray day and night for my heart's comfort

satan is there to force each fallen tear
and to sew in my heart discomfort

my hurt burns forth within me
like a lava flow scorches the land

and my hope has wasted nearly away
and no place for which my heart to stand

my fears within lie to me
and they keep around me a barrier wall

and my fear is mostly centered around
love that has caused my heart to stall

many times have come and gone
that i thought i had known what love was

but each time my heart was shattered
and the only answer i got was 'because'

my heart pours forth its agony
my soul screams for relief from its pain

but for all the worldy comforts
none are like the heavenly gain

the hurts of this world tear me to peices
but the blessings of God build me up

though the forces of satan try to tear me down
I know Jesus will prop me up

it is hard, sometimes, to trust the Lord
even though he'll never break the trust

for this world teaches you nothing but hurt
and nothing but bodily lusts

and those bodily desires tear us apart
from the God who loves us as a mother loves her child

for as long as he is as our father
his love is never for us going to be mild

so, all i can say, all i can do
is trust in the Lord with all of my heart

for as long as he is mine, and I, his
from me he will never depart

that is a love, that is a trust
a bond that is beyond what the world can comprehend

but it is a relationship i am happy to be a part of
for it is what I will be a part of until the end